i'm back... went to work on Friday after a long rest.. felt so blue on a Friday.. I just need to build the momentum back.. I had a deep thought for days since being hospitalised.. i think i need a career change.. my current job is challenging enough but not the kind of challenge i'm longing for.. sometimes, i could be lost and dont seem to have the passion for it.. i just dont have the burning desire, sometimes.. but for experience wise, it's worthy of course to stay.. and i should actually be grateful.. it's actually quite tough to be where i am today.. sometimes i just thought of doing something differently, something beyond my profession.. anyway, i'm still looking for the right career, i dont want to resign now and regret for my decision because i definitely will.. but at least, i have promised myself that i would at least stay until mid of 2014.. by then, it would be my 3 years of being an auditor.. after three years, i truly hope that i will embark on an exciting journey, where i can also live my life to the fullest.. i'm already halfway through the journey and giving up now will get me nowhere in the future.. it's only 1.5 years away.. i just have to stay strong!! if i have the chance, i would love to work and travel ;)

back to my trip in bangkok, i have been telling my friends that i wouldnt mind to work there for few years.. i can easily adapt to the culture there.. i just love everything there! during my stay in bangkok, i went to the massage centre nearby my hotel and it only costs RM10.. you wouldnt get it anywhere in kl.. felt so relax and soothing after each massage session.. it's highly recommended for those who feel exhausted after a long day of shopping, haha.. i would definitely go back there again.. i'm more into the shopping, food and massage, hehe..

too many thing happened earlier this year.. first, i got caught for not stopping at red light.. it was already 4am.. i was driving home from work during the peak period.. second, i felt sleepy after work and bang the BMW right in front of me.. luckily, the man was kind enough and did not insist on compensating him the original bumper which costs RM5k.. he allows my dad to fix it, as my dad promised to restore the bumper to its original condition.. and now, the incident that happened after the Bangkok trip.. so many things happened after i became an auditor..

i'm kinda anticipating for the taiwan trip.. i didnt really have the time to shop for souvenirs when i was in bangkok.. but i brought back some snacks for my family, at least.. okay, i'll update more after the taiwan trip.. for the time being, i have to focus on my work, so that i can play hard later in taiwan, hehe ;)

take care everybody!