i've not blogged for long.. well, as usual, i'm always occupied with work.. but it's off peak already i would say since i don't stay really late and i don't go back on sat and sun as often as i used to.. anyway, let's leave work aside.. bro has started school and i didn't realise, felt like neglected him though.. hope that he has made the right choice with journalism.. since working, i realise that to be happy, don't live up to other people's expectation but enjoy to be yourself and do what you know best.. there's a rally going out there and here i am just waking up.. i've been craving for desserts lately.. not that i'm pregnant.. probably i'm stress.. but i wouldnt say i'm as stress as during the peak period.. anyway, last week was my one year anniversary working.. i didn't know i could actually survive.. i still remember when i first joined, i barely think i could survive for long.. was so stress back then.. i even had few nights of nightmare.. woke up in the middle of the night after bad dreams bout work.. anyway, i guess what keeps me hanging there is my colleagues.. guess i'm going along quite well with them.. if it is not for them, i would have leave.. because of them, i still can laugh during tough times.. well, if i'm one day i leave, i would really miss them.. i will still stay probably for another year or two but let's see..

anyway, i'm going bangkok this coming august.. and another trip to taiwan this october... my savings will be all gone..i can't really save up much.. i spent most of my salary on food, yep, it's just food! well, probably i can't own a house like i always dream of.. if i really can't, i still have the last resort.. i will renovate my parents' current house like it's new..

alrite, life is short..  and of course time is not waiting.. time is moving way too quickly before we even realise that it's gone.. i'm just so random! and that's being me.. haha.. see you!